7 things by Miley Cyrus... Seriously, I think that she had a very unique voice... the highs and the lows. And she's cute with the talent taken from her Dad. :) Enjoy.

Do you need a reason to love a person?

I don't know, if you ask me... I would say: "Why in the Blue hell, you need a reason to love the person you want to love?" It's love! It's a feeling towards the person. However, how true the feeling is, depends on the person. How long the relationship is going to be is really an unsure thing... however, I guess, being happy in a relationship at the end of the day would work wonders for both parties.

Love... a 4 letter word that makes the World goes round and round. For the greatest thing on Earth is to love and be loved.

Here's a spoof from the 7 things by Miley... it's really interesting to see how girls would go nodding their heads and guys go shaking their heads when viewing this. It would really give a good laugh to couples especially. But nevertheless, its kinda true about those things girls do.

Wolf mentioned the words of home, hotel and hospital to a group of Rovers the other day. I wondered what he meant by those words actually, until he further elaborated a little bit more before allowing us to reflect and think about it.

The definition of home:
"a home is a place where a person, family or a group of people living together"
(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Home)

The definition of hotel:
"a hotel is an establishment that provides paid lodging, usually on short-term basis"
(http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hotel)

The definition of hospital:
“a hospital is an institution of for health care, often but not always providing for longer-term patient stays”
(en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hospital)

Well, so what does it mean for a person to treat a place like a home, hotel or hospital? I wouldn't elaborate too, as the topic on loyalty is being touched again... how is the future going to be like for each situation?

My dad always commented that I treated his house like a hotel instead of a home. I would go to the house everyday but only for bathing, eating and keeping my properties. I always understand what he meant, however, after reflecting, perhaps he was truly right.

Many great ideas died as people lack the ability, will and determination to carry them out. I guess, at times, it is inevitable for humans to grow and die a fame-less and non-memorable death due to it.

I guess that Mei Mei and her big mouth had announced on my behalf already... Well, this part of the entry goes to her (but not her mouth). I've known her during my secondary school days (don't know if it was lucky or unlucky), I should be 14 years old, at that point in time. A very naive and quiet girl who isn't quite smart or dumb either, but relatively good. Her looks-wise, wasn't very attractive nor is she not so good looking, perhaps the word 'cute' fits her better.

(definition of cute: "ugly but adorable" - just kidding, no joke, no fun eh")

Well, I guess fate brought us together to be brother and sister, though not in blood. I do not know if I've done my part as a brother to her, however, she sure had done her part of being a sister to me. Let's just say, those times together with all the lame jokes and support when I'm down. I guess, I'm lucky to have her as a sister that is willing to be by my side whenever possible.

Don't cry ok mei mei! haha... be proud!! and that mouth ar... haiyo. haha

I guess my suicide partner would really be prepared for a ride of a roller coaster life. Five Ferrero Rocher chocolates... Five golden roses.

A black rose being re-born to a golden rose. What's more to ask for a new beginning?

Lots of questions, many different answers... that's how life is being interpreted by everyone on Earth. What you think may be similar to another, however not the same. People believe in communism, democracy, and many other different ideologies, however, do they believe the very same idea and fundamental that the creator came up with? or do they mix and match what they believe from parts of it? It's subjective, I guess

Here's what happen during the Rover outing and perhaps, those scouts reading this can reflect and ask the same question about your scouting journey itself. Remember it isn't just a normal CCA, it's a journey that you partake in your life.

1. How much of a scout am I now?
(From a scale of 0% to 100%, whereby 0% is the worst and 100% is the best)

2. How much of scouting am I doing now as compared to how much I would expect myself to do?
(From a scale of 0% to 100%, whereby 0% is the worst and 100% is the best)

3. For the past 2 years (for those less than a year, perhaps so far since you joined), how much do I like/ love/ fond of my scouting journey?
(From a scale of 0% to 100%, whereby 0% is the worst and 100% is the best)

4. If given a choice, how much of my scouting journey would I like to experience again?
(From a scale of 0% to 100%, whereby 0% is the worst and 100% is the best)

5. During your scouting activities or meeting, what have you done that is deem correct (in your own opinion) in scouting?

6. What is my character like in Scouting?

7. What do I think is the most important issue that my unit is facing now?

8. What do I normally prepare for my unit activities or meeting?

9. What do I see myself as in 2011 in Scouting?

10. Who am I in Scouting?

11. Who do I want to be?

12. What I want to be?

Yeap, it isn't just about scouting, but others can just substitute it with life. It will just take a moment now to think and reflect rather than to take a life time to realize how much you have taken to walk on this Earth, and found out that you either had walked the wrong direction or took a detour instead of a short-cut.

It's never too late to do anything in life, as long as you can breathe for the moment, you can change things around for it. Be it for relationship, for studies, for life, for lessons to be learnt, and many other stuff.

One life, live it... Remember the scout hymn... and realize it's underlying meaning behind it.

Scout Hymn:

Now as I start upon my chosen way

In all I do, my thoughts, my work, my play

Grant as I promise, courage new for me

To be the best, the best that I can be....

An outing with my grandmum just now at Din Tai Fung for a birthday celebration dinner, accompanied by my auntie, uncle and brothers as well. I guess it's really a generation gap that forces us to try to break the barrier of communication, especially in languages and stuff.

It was a really simple dinner, just looking at her and thinking back those past memories when I was much younger and she was there looking after me... pampering me... and loving me. I kinda regretted not spending much time with her...

One person that inspired me to really care more of the elderly and to try to break the barrier between them and myself was Sunshine. I really did admire her way of spending quality time with her grandmum and the older generation. I did wondered how was she able to do so and why would she so willing go for that direction in life. It puzzled me during my secondary school days, and now realising that life is short and time spent together is very important. Every second counts, even though it was just a simple dinner. Thank you Sunshine...

Well, back to quality time, somehow man have to go out there to curve out their career and be successful in life so as to allow their family to be better off. However, when one goes for his career, he would neglect another part of his life. I know of a man that forsake his family for several years to concentrate on his career path. He did his best and his company did became stable and successful to a very much extent. However, his relationship with his sons only improved gradually. How much has he understand his sons? How much has he tried to do so? He claimed to be understanding and also lenient... however, did he know that his sons are trying to do so too?

Jedi, once said that you tend to go home more often, especially when it is your home. He emphasized your home as in your own personal brought-over home. This is because there is so much of your personal stuff and ideas and feelings for it. This is in comparison to your parents' home. My dad used to tell me, "you think this house is like a hotel ar... you book in and book out as and when you like." Well, I was really tempted to say that there isn't much feeling or want to stay at home except for bathing and sleeping and charging my electronics. I tend to stay out more as I know that I wouldn't be slacking or wasting my time in front of the television the whole day.

Friday... the end of exams, the start of another life for attachment ... and it has been one hell of a week already, the main battle has yet to begin until tomorrow. It's going to get tough, yet I'm just going to fade away... it's getting boring now... I need the fire, the desire to move on strongly.

Ganbatte friends!

Examinations... it's gonna be the last 2 papers soon... I guess after today's paper, I was really really convince that I'm losing it. Haha... people may question on my priorities as a student... but I'll question back what are your priorities in life? Some may like studying forever, some would like to go out there to work and do other bigger things, some would like to slack around and live life simply...

What do you envision yourself to be in the future? asked Wombat... Well, besides envision-ing yourself, what are the steps that you are going to take to achieve that envision?

Ambitions... people have tons of ambitions in their mind all the time. I have an ambition to be a pilot but my eyes couldn't make it... I have an ambition to be the richest man on Earth (with tons of cash) but I couldn't live that life happily as I know that I would be too engross in money making... I have an ambition to be a teacher but I know that my temper would give way as I do not have that much of a patience and tolerance... I have ambitions so do you... but what are you going to do about it to realise it?

Have you ever sit down by the pool side and dip one finger into the water? Do you see ripples moving outwards from that single point? Have you ever felt so strong about creating a revolution to change things around? Have you see something and commented that if I'm there, I would have done a better job?

A scout used to tell me that he (no one in particular) is sick and tired of seeing his unit doing boring activities that causes his unit to slide and die down... Well, if you can say that, why not you going about to change things around...

He commented, "It's not my decision to begin with, it lies with the unit members"... Well, I agree to a certain extent, there are many things beyond our control, however, instead of complaining or commenting, why not take that step forward to make things happen? Do you intend to see your unit, your 'root, your 'birthplace' to crumble to dust and lie in the history books only?

There are many historical persons that dare to make the difference... to make a change... their desires and strength to make things happen influences others to follow suit. How about you?

Well, brothers in scouting, whatever path with choose as long as we stay true to our belief as well as our 'roots' ... we'll always be fighting with honour and winning with pride. It doesn't really matter if you're from one unit or from other units, what matters most is what is Scouting to you? What do you see yourself in Scouting?

It's really sickening to hear about those bulls on loyalty and stuff... ain't we all brothers in the name of Scouting? so what we maybe from different unit or 'tribes'... ain't we fighting and living for the same cause? Let's talk about loyalty then, is staying in your unit that 'gave birth' to you means that you are loyal to the unit? Well, it seems like it, however if the intention to stay in the unit is wrong, no matter how loyal you are, you're just wrong...

Change the mindset first, look at the wider picture... do not be that frog in that well. As Scouts, we are train to be observant and also to look at things at a wider picture. Do not constraint yourself or your growth to just a limited set of stuff. Learning is more than just textbook and beliefs...

Russian Bear mentioned about grasping the point or the motto for Rovers. I agree, we have to stand by the motto we had in life... the very principle to keep us sane, in the first place. To keep us on the right path as well as to allow us to grow. Hi-5 brother!

Jedi once said: "Do or do not, there's no try"... no one is gonna wait for you to try. It's either now or never at times... Say it, do it... do not go back on your words, do not claim something that you know you can't keep to it. In the knights' era, when a knight makes an oath, he keeps to it... it's like honouring the oath with his life even if he is to die protecting it. Well, I don't mean that you have to die protecting whatever you claim, but at least honour it.

It really speaks a lot about a person who dishonour his oath or claim. Although he or she doesn't mind about the imagine, but think about it in a third person point of view, would people continue to trust you again? Yes, no, maybe?

To make things happen, that's what I envision myself to be. I'm improving myself to the best of my ability, it ain't just for scouts... it's for my life too! Would my brothers walk down this path with me to make miracles come true?

It's really joyful to see two units of scouts coming together for a common purpose of learning and at the mean time to forge friendship and learning from there. It's really entertaining too! Well, if only such things could happen more often, yet retaining each other's own culture, wouldn't the District prosper and up-ed it's level of skills and friendship?

It's never about disloyalty nor is it about going over to another unit to 'steal' information. Of coz' each unit would want to be the best, yet not forgetting that scouting is more than being the best. It's making friends and learning from there. Read the story of the frog in the well, how much can that frog see from the bottom of the well?

Compare that to a frog that is running or more like hopping around in the wild, looking at new things, making new friends, embracing the adventure and experiencing danger? Come to think of it, as I was reading the history of Cuon Scout Troop... I thought about the history of White Stag too. Why was White Stag chosen and why our badge was created so? Anyone ever thought of it (for my scouts and leaders)?

Found something interesting... can be kinda boring for some but it's a documentary about Scouting for boys. Take your time to see it!!



Well, it's almost a year already... things had been bumpy and I guess... both of us are coping well with it eh? Whatever our status is... buddies we will be for life. I'll be there to stand for you and I hope that you'll be there to stand up right and walk tall too!! Cheers eh Turtle.

I wonder where is Kangaroo Jie is missing again... it's been almost 6 months that I had last contacted her... I feel sad that I know one of my sister is missing or un-contactable... Boo hoo hoo...

I know some of the boys are reading my blog... so I'll be providing a link soon... perhaps food for thoughts on scouting and life. Anyone interested to revamp the White Stag website as well as to create a blog within it?

I'm seriously curious, what are the generation of kids thinking these days? Perhaps, it's about computer games, sports, fame and money. Why not happiness, skills, life values and other intangible matters that will allow you to be happy? Someday, perhaps, you'll look back in life and thank people who, although screw-ed you badly or more like takan you like sh*t. I thanked my big Boss and my other leaders for guiding me... to steer me in the right direction as well as to allow me to embrace my life better... Perhaps, you guys will one day... I'll be waiting for that day...

Well, examinations seems to be kinda relax... for the first time, it seems that I didn't really give a hoot about it. Perhaps it's just me procrastinating and ignoring it, but how will it affect my overall GPA? I wonder ... only time tells. :)

Sox said: "If you look at the friendship bond of scouters in the past and present, they have stronger bonds cos of their commitment... with stronger bond, that's their secret of their success."

Friendship... Bond... Commitment... Success...

It comes as a package in life. In the Scouting life. How far had we come together for the unit, brothers? 2 years already? ... Yet, within these 2 years, despite having different goals for our own development and for the unit, we stayed strong and fight strong to preserve our culture and our boys and leaders.

We stood by them and fought with them. So what's the next step to preserve that culture as long as we are there for the unit?

SandS Rover... a rover crew created with many ideas and many hopes. Yet, despite many challenges, it's still remain standing tall. Service and Support... I guess the concept was there, however the fundamental of fellowship among rovers were missing.

Fellowship of the Open Air and Service. Fellowship first, before Service.

Rovers of Singapore today, it's either experiencing a venturing life or a leadering life... what is truly a rovering life? I don't know seriously... But I'm willing to experience it with my other brothers and sisters who are willing to go through it together with me.

Dream big ... that's what Wolf and Wisdom Keeper told me... I'm going to dream big now... I want to change Singapore scouting through White Stag, SandS and Tampines District...

Will my brothers be there for me? Whether being senior or junior brothers...

Today was a really weird day for me... I guess I had an ultimate experience in the MRT train ever. Well, I was really tired, so I slept on the train from clementi till home. I woke up a few times as I was having difficulty breathing again. Have you experienced breathing in and when you are breathing out, it didn't came out smoothly, instead it came out in short breathes. It was really tiring and difficult. So I tried to squeeze my nose and shift it left and right.

The next moment, I felt something warm coming out of it. Blood was flowing like nobody's business!! My WHITE shirt got stain with blood, and my whole hand got stain with blood. I took out my tissue, and found out that I've only one pathetic piece left. I tried to hold on till I reach my destination. Well, thank God, someone spotted me and passed me a packet of tissue to help me to clear the bloody mess. Seriously, it's really a bloody mess. My suicide partner commented that I'll look like a murderer...

Well, I've such a innocent face and smile, where will I look like one? right?! Anyway I would like to Thank the group of people for saving me with that packet of tissue. Thank you very much guys and a girl!.

Ok, next... it's kinda frustrating to see this most of the time... Reading the New Paper: S Korea pardons top business leaders. I was wondering why did the government did that? Well, they claim that they needed these leaders to revive the 'troubled' economy. I have to agree that their economy is having trouble, but why pardon these leaders?

Seriously, this is an open topic... no hard feelings against the S Koreans. I love these people too. But, when the criminals are being set free to help revive the economy... doesn't it sounds wrong that the country needs such people to do good for the economy? Leaders that exploit their positions for fraudulent and embezzlement transactions? I hope they didn't make the wrong choice. It'll only give these people more confidence in doing more wrong actually, in my opinion.

Think about this in a scouting context... a Patrol Leader did something wrong (seriously wrong) and yet because of the unit needs that PL to run, the teachers and school pardon his wrong-doing. Erm, am I missing anything out here?

Well, whatever that makes that happy yeah?! I pray that things will turn out well for them.

2 more days to the start of the examinations... I pray that everyone will do their best and that angels will protect them all the way! Ganbatte!

Happy Birthday to Euodia

Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to You
Happy Birthday to Euodia...
Happy Birthday to You!!

May the Scouting Light continue to glow in You!!

It's so uncool to be sick... I guess, those late nights... those drinks, fried supper items and junk food is really a powerful mixture to temporary shut-down my body at least for 14 hrs.

Well National Day was yesterday... each year, I would embrace this day to think about the progress of the country and how it will be going to be like, living in Singapore in years to come. From a small fishing village, to a global village today... what else can we ask for? There wasn't any resources for us to boast about, except for humans... and through these humans... the country grew and grew. It will definitely continue growing but to what extent... only God knows.

Well, I got to admit I'm been in a daze for this week... thinking and reflecting about my life. That happens when I got too much free time and I begin to procrastinate on my studies and work.

Two nights ago... Wisdom Keeper was talking to me about relationship and life. Of coz' giving the example of Joanne and him. I got to say I admire their strength of love to be together even though they know that they will face many difficulties... Even so for Wolf and Jedi. These are the scouters that I looked up to... when it comes to handling love and scouting at the same time.

I remembered a joke I've been using, say if I got a girlfriend now. I would send her for training under Marshmellow (as she is super understanding about Wolf's passion for scouting). And when I am going to get married to the girl, I would send her for training under Mdm Siti (as she is super understanding about Jedi's passion for scouting). Isn't it ideal to have a partner that endlessly support your passion and love for something? (Except if the passion and love is for other girls lah!).

Some random drawing while working ... No meaning behind it... just thoughtless drawing. Haha sounds like I'm emo-ing... Yeah perhaps Ka-ren would say: "Emo-ing with the thumb sucking move again?!" I don't know.

It's time to get down to my 5 years plan already... for myself, my passion and my career. I remembered telling you once... Relationship or Career/ Work?! Haha it's hard to balance... only super-man or woman does it well! Are you one of them?! (haha not man I hope)...

Karma... simply we are receiving what we have given.

Well, I believe in karma a lot... this goes especially during those donation periods, where I would donation money to different organisations who are doing their flag day... praying in return that when it is my turn to come, others will be willing to donate as well. However, sometimes, it does work out well... other times, it's just that lady's luck weren't around me at all.

This whole week had been a crazy week for me. It wasn't about schooling or studying... it was mainly scouting and friendship and brotherhood. It may seem that I am wasting my time by having supper with some brothers over several nights. Well, honestly, it may be tiring yet eye-opening as each time I meet them, I get to learn something new about them or somehow or another, new ideas would generate through those mutual talks.

Now, this is the exciting part about this entry... Jedi's couple outlook theory. (You should see Crab's friend's "L" theory too!)

Ok, couple outlook theory lies between a third party perception on a couple. Ultimately, through mixed and match, the result would most likely be ugly+good looking or good-looking+ugly. Why?

Simple, have you felt at times when you see a couple, you would comment to yourself or your friends these:

"That guy is so hot and good looking, I wonder why he is with such a girl?" or "That girl is so perfect, why is she with such a guy?" We will never be able to decipher the theory why love makes people blind or why one would love another... However, through the Jedi's theory, it maybe true to the extent whereby people would go delusional and feels that he or she should be the one standing over there with that person that is good-looking.

Whatever it is, I would sometimes wonder to myself, I know God gave me abilities... but what are these abilities? And how do I actually maximise them to the fullest potential? Why do people like me or why do people hate me... what's the link between liking me or hating me? Is it just pure judgemental, like how humans judge against one another?

Why do you like me in the first place? What's so attractive about me? Why do friends that I had can tolerate me, while others just can't? ... have you asked such a question to yourself? I think it's time to reflect and look out of the box and into the box again to see who you are currently as compared to a few years back or maybe predict how you would be like in the future...

I believe whatever lies in the future is being decided today as each action would have a repercussion in the future. Just like Karma... what goes around, comes around... or is it just out over-sensitive thinking?

It has been days of the start of the Hungry Ghost Festival in Singapore. Well... for some who do not know what is the Hungry Ghost Festival is about, here's a brief explanation for you.

The Hungry Ghost Festival falls on the seventh lunar month of the Chinese lunar calendar when the gates of hell open and the dead walk among the living.

Yeap, you heard the stories of sightings of the supernatural and the sixth sense of 'special' people raging during such a period. I do not know how true these are, however, like most people say, it's better to believe and avoid than to deny and experience it first-hand.

I remember the days where I would crawl under the blanket and cover myself to avoid seeing anything in the dark. The times, when I would request from my parents to turn on the lights every night to ensure that no ghost would appear (as I thought that they were afraid of lights).

This was during the time where movies and tv series shows that ghost are afraid of lights and would go away upon it. However, things started to change when people portray them, as powerful creatures... that can have the power to destroy the light source by flickering the light on and off and suddenly appearing in front of you. Then I prayed real hard each night to avoid meeting one... (Even as I am typing now, my hair is standing from my hairs and back)...

Soon, it seems that no matter how you hide yourself, you would still be able to meet one luckily or unluckily... However, as I grew older, Jedi taught me something that is really true. He said: "If you respect the place, the place will respect you and allow you to pass or stay"... however, if you do not... things would be very different and difficult for you.

I remember the stories he told at night, when I was still a scout. It really freaked me out... I was like, WTH! If something were to happen to me, I would surely faint.

Ultimately, I believe the scariest thing on Earth is humans themselves... they have the power of imagination that could come up with the most freaky and scary things... think about it, humans created the A-tom bombs and other chemical dangers to the environment and other humans. Watching those zombie shows such as Resident Evil or 28 days later... I really wonder, if ever something were to happen to humans in such a way... Would we really be able to survive again?

Well, for this month, fellow friends... just mind your steps (especially) and languages. You wouldn't want to mess with trouble itself. :)

Random kinda drawing... Branches, leaves, swaying as the wind blows by....

It guess, fate is a random thing at times... Not fated to meet her any time soon yet. If only I didn't work yesterday, I would have had a glimpse of her.

But if I did, I would have missed the entire fireworks show at Citi. The view was just right out of the window in full view. What a day! The witch is back at work... haha, the irony of liking and fearing her as a supervisor, at the same time. Oh... I'm so glad things work out well at work.

Sway to the rumba!

This is one video that would soften my heart. It's the very thing that we normally face each day. Try to depict it in your life and see how true that is ... Enjoy!

Quality produces Quantity

A few years back, I was wondering, why can't my unit become as big as other units itself. I keep thinking and thinking, till one day I decided to ask Bee about it. Well, his answer was simple, coz' we are focusing on quality and not quantity... So I thought, fine by it... quality matters so I decided to just go along and upgrade myself to be competent even to produce quality scouts that would be useful in their own lives...

Then I saw a dip in quality over the years, not only in my unit, but units around Singapore. Whereby skills weren't passed on properly, scouts just playing around soccer each and everyday... doing activities that are of no use in their scouting life and skills. How to improve Scouting in Singapore neh?

Well, today I was kinda please to leave the Secondary ones alone to do some pioneering project. I was please at the fact that they took the initiative to do things and ensure that others just does slack at one side. So I wondered, how come they are so willing to learn and do such stuff on their own. I had a gut feeling that with the kinda guidance I received in my Secondary one and two scouting life, and if it can be passed on to them... they'll be as strong and skillful as my batch. Of coz' the other seniors are improving bit by bit...

Well, back to quality produces quantity. Have you ever wonder why some clubs or CCA are such a hot-spot in schools or in the society? Why do people go back there constantly...Why do new people find it interesting at there? I hope to achieve this feeling, this sensation in scouting? especially in the Rover crew.

For White Stag, I believe in them achieving greater heights as the years go on. They're not just old... they're also hip and young at the heart. The heart, represents the members of the unit! Scouting is a boys game... a man's job to lead. That's what we used to say before girls in scouting came about. Well, no comments about that!

I believe that quality would slowly produces quantity. However, without quality, the amount of people adding up would still be useless compared to a smaller number of people doing a task. Mr Pah. once commented, a Patrol Leader is as good as 7 members in a patrol. I have to agreed with him.As a Patrol Leader, you must be competent enough to take care of your scouts and lead them well. Not only during meetings, but also in their own lives.

Footdrill Course Instructor... today, I see another new batch of scouts going through 'middle earth' (coz' it wasn't really hell yet) kinda shit. I have to agreed that strict discipline must be enforce in it. If you were to play with them, they wouldn't take it seriously. However, know the limits too. As an instructor, you must at least experience what the boys are going through... you must know the mistakes and loopholes and able to rectify them before the boys do... you must be able to foresee the dangers and stay ahead of whatever the boys are going to do...

Such heavy responsibilities, isn't really just some tom, dick or hairy can do... (just a lame joke). It takes guts, it takes confidence, it takes respect and courage in all difficulties to be able to do so. Ben commented that I have a 'never-say-die' attitude... well if I didn't say that would the group believe in completing the project in time and with life in it? I don't know about that. I just believe in your guys...

So yeah, for those who I am believing in... keep it up. I'll be there to support you too! Cheers people. You got my support and strength!

Here are some people that I love at the Scout's HQ. Look out for them!

(Jenny) and (Halimah)

Busy busy busy... that's what sums up for this week. Yahoo! The last presentation for the semester was finally done and over with. What a way to end our time studying in polytechnic.

Well, I guess that the lack of sleep and over-used of my brain to think of chim-logy materials is really taking a hit on me. I was sleeping everywhere I go. In the canteen, in the bus, in the train... or even somehow drifting off while eating or engaging in a conversation.

2 more weeks to the final examinations... yet I'm still clueless about what I've been studying or listening for the past few months. Perhaps, I found the lack of interest to study hard. I need to find that interest again.

Finding finding finding