In just one more week, I will kiss my hair good-bye, my freedom to society good-bye and many many other privileges as a citizen good-bye. How I will miss my beloved ones, to hold her and ensure her that everything is gonna be alright, as the world is still spinning round and round. Ohh...
In a couple of hours, I will be sending a brother scout, Wombat, to his first trip to Pualu Tekong. A close friend, that came back to Scouting despite several obstacles ahead of him, in the past. Sad, it maybe, however, two years do seem to be short when the time for him to enter back into the society as a full-fledged citizen again. It almost coincide with the school's vision of producing good and useful citizen. How ironic.
I guess most of the items in my life, has been settled so far. As I type my entry in the school, in the wee hours and awaiting rainfall again today, I wonder why am I still back in Scouting. This thought do comes back time and again to question my passion and belief in Scouting. Raging bat, became an invited speaker to a group of uniform groups kids about coming back to school to do service and hone the new generation of kids to be better kids. I wonder if kids being kids, would understand the fundamental passion and belief as this stage? Perhaps, perhaps not... but surely, one day he or she will reflect back in his or her life and understand why some still just love doing it.
Just like McDonald's famous slogan, I'm luv-ing it... Haha
Time is drawing nearer and nearer, the pressure and pain comes along to. Can I handle it? I don't know until I experience it. Through such life-changing experiences, I do believe that I, as well as the other recruits, will grow to be a stronger person, as long as we try our best and do what we can.
Giving up in life or ending one's own life is easy, however, persevering and living on is a totally different category of hardness. Perhaps due to the phrase, "Survival of the fittest", the World has really become the place whoever preach to be.
People pray for World Peace too... I wonder if that will come true as well...
In a couple of hours, I will be sending a brother scout, Wombat, to his first trip to Pualu Tekong. A close friend, that came back to Scouting despite several obstacles ahead of him, in the past. Sad, it maybe, however, two years do seem to be short when the time for him to enter back into the society as a full-fledged citizen again. It almost coincide with the school's vision of producing good and useful citizen. How ironic.
I guess most of the items in my life, has been settled so far. As I type my entry in the school, in the wee hours and awaiting rainfall again today, I wonder why am I still back in Scouting. This thought do comes back time and again to question my passion and belief in Scouting. Raging bat, became an invited speaker to a group of uniform groups kids about coming back to school to do service and hone the new generation of kids to be better kids. I wonder if kids being kids, would understand the fundamental passion and belief as this stage? Perhaps, perhaps not... but surely, one day he or she will reflect back in his or her life and understand why some still just love doing it.
Just like McDonald's famous slogan, I'm luv-ing it... Haha
Time is drawing nearer and nearer, the pressure and pain comes along to. Can I handle it? I don't know until I experience it. Through such life-changing experiences, I do believe that I, as well as the other recruits, will grow to be a stronger person, as long as we try our best and do what we can.
Giving up in life or ending one's own life is easy, however, persevering and living on is a totally different category of hardness. Perhaps due to the phrase, "Survival of the fittest", the World has really become the place whoever preach to be.
People pray for World Peace too... I wonder if that will come true as well...
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