Venture Leadership Course (North East Area) is over! A new beginning for most ventures into their venturing journey.

Today, the birth of the Marlin! haha sounds like I'm giving birth. Well, it wasn't me who gave birth. However, it was me that was given birth into this World. A world that is complicated and unjust in many many ways. Yet, people continue to live each day, praying that someday, everything would end.

Well, I was thinking, the purpose of my life again through-out the day. Why was I born out to this world? What was my mission? and so on and so forth. It may puzzle most people about, why I'm thinking of such stuff on my birthday. However, come to think of this sometimes, I really wonder what am I here for?

What does my life constitute so far for the past 19 years? Hmmm.

Age of 0 to 3, home school and still crawling around the house.
Age of 4 to 5, day care centre and kindergarten.
Age of 6 to 12, primary school, joined speak good English club, science club and rugby. (hey I'm not a nerd lor! I'm quite gangster before).
Age 13 to 17, secondary school, joined scouting, basketball, peer leader, prefect, councillor, swimming...
Age 18 to 20, polytechnic school, continue scouting, working at fishy and citi... and still alive and kicking.

I felt that I should love people more. Why so? So that I wouldn't be pissed off with just anyone that I'm unhappy with. It's a terrible feeling to be angry at times... you tend to feel grumpy and tired after that. Oh yeah, I remembered what I was suppose to mean by that... there's a saying, a human without enough sleep or too much sleep, would tend to feel moody and grumpy when he or she had woke up not long. I do not know how true that is, however, it applies to me.

Imagine, having just about 3 hrs sleep each night for the week and going through the busy day, especially with the crowd in the trains and bus... the emotional control would be lacking as well as temper. Many a times, I felt like picking a fight... however, thinking back, I was lucky I didn't or else I would have regretted my actions.

I was happy when Sunshine msg me happy birthday today. It was a very rare occasion for her to appear out of the blue, again. However, what I told her was something, not of a happy occasion message, but I had to say it before... God knows when she will start to disappear again. I told her that I was scare of her... not because she was fierce or hot-tempered, however scare that I'll lost contact of her again. I told her honestly, about the appearing and disappearing act of hers... do not know if it was a right time to tell, however, I hope she gets my meaning from there.

I would like to thank several people... (the list is kinda long):

1. Imm cousin
2. Suicide partner
3. Horny crocodile
4. Airpork Jie
5. Ah Ming --> Love Guru
6. Ah Ben --> Karate Champion
7. Wombat
8. Turtle
9. SnOw Mei Mei
10. Ah Bao Brother
11. QY Mei Mei
12. Cottontail
13. Sunshine Girl
14. Jean-san
15. Lucky
16. Jian Zhou
17. TK Chia
18. Jacq
19. Jovial Grizzly
20. Russian Bear --> Who's your daddy?!
21. Raging Bat
22. De Ming (Exco 6)
23. Wisdom Keeper --> I Ai You too!
24. Yi Pang
25. Yu Lei "Lei Lei" (Exco 6)
26. Ying Jie "Smiling all the way girl" (Exco 6)
27. Yanni Mei Mei
28. Jedi --> My master
29. Cris --> Aunty Fishy
30. Tze Ting
31. Joanne
32. Grace
33. Andrea
34. Boyce
35. Edger
36. Larry
37. Karen --> Emo girl.
38. Ashley
39. Jasmine
40. Bryan
41. Mel Mel --> Tom Boy
42. Zhi Juan
43. Belinda
44. Mei Shan

Not forgetting, God and my dad.

This is to thank these people for making the extra effort to make my day happier!!