There she was, sitting with her family, eating her fish and chips and other dishes. I thought she looked familiar somehow or another. However I can't seem to place her in my memories. Until she confirm with me, who I am... I realised she was the lady that lived beside me since young. Sounds like a bed-time story... not really.
I never expected her to remember me. I was a super duper naughty punk and bum in those days. She changed a lot... so does her family members. I thought that I would never liked her as her looks always caused me to fear. Today, I sensed sincerity from her. I'm glad that things changed.
Well, giving up on someone seems like an easy thing to do. I tried to gave up many many things in life. Some came back to haunt me, while others just go away. I never believed in giving up on my friends, especially those I hold dear in my heart. Mei was right to called me stupid and idiot for doing so, however, somehow or another, I felt that she is a girl that shouldn't be given up upon. I wish I know what went wrong, however, I guess that day will not be any sooner.
Suicide partner, it wasn't on purpose for putting up that message. It's just a random thought at that point of time. Well, I may not understand what you need in life. Only you do and you can decide what you need. What I can do as a friend is to stand by your side and lend you that shoulder you need. I can't confirm that the shoulder will be comfortable a not, however I'll try to. :) Ain't that sweet of me.... haha. Smile girl.
Work has been tough, especially the service line. As customers become more demanding in their 'rights', they then to neglect their sense of human-natured. On the other hand, as customer service staff become too hack-care with their job, they will be the ones who tarnish the image of the other staffs, who are putting the extra effort and miles to make some one's day.
I just need to see more smiles these days. A warm smile from several people. That may be the life-line that will keep me going from day to day. One of them is that female monkey of mine in my life. That adorable yet irritating (super, I mean that, haha)... And maybe that sunshine girl also. Just that sunshine smile to clear the bad weather... I guess.
I never expected her to remember me. I was a super duper naughty punk and bum in those days. She changed a lot... so does her family members. I thought that I would never liked her as her looks always caused me to fear. Today, I sensed sincerity from her. I'm glad that things changed.
Well, giving up on someone seems like an easy thing to do. I tried to gave up many many things in life. Some came back to haunt me, while others just go away. I never believed in giving up on my friends, especially those I hold dear in my heart. Mei was right to called me stupid and idiot for doing so, however, somehow or another, I felt that she is a girl that shouldn't be given up upon. I wish I know what went wrong, however, I guess that day will not be any sooner.
Suicide partner, it wasn't on purpose for putting up that message. It's just a random thought at that point of time. Well, I may not understand what you need in life. Only you do and you can decide what you need. What I can do as a friend is to stand by your side and lend you that shoulder you need. I can't confirm that the shoulder will be comfortable a not, however I'll try to. :) Ain't that sweet of me.... haha. Smile girl.
Work has been tough, especially the service line. As customers become more demanding in their 'rights', they then to neglect their sense of human-natured. On the other hand, as customer service staff become too hack-care with their job, they will be the ones who tarnish the image of the other staffs, who are putting the extra effort and miles to make some one's day.
I just need to see more smiles these days. A warm smile from several people. That may be the life-line that will keep me going from day to day. One of them is that female monkey of mine in my life. That adorable yet irritating (super, I mean that, haha)... And maybe that sunshine girl also. Just that sunshine smile to clear the bad weather... I guess.
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