Sometimes in life, you just need that break and go out with someone, that you are comfortable with and slack, laugh out loud (LOL) and really let loose. I did that just an hour ago. Well, she is a little special... and super duper irritating also. Imagine going out after 10pm and standing beside her, while she was laughing like a mad woman non-stop.

I was like, someone please call the mental hospital !!

Ain't it great to have someone to go out with, just like that? However, each have our own personal life as well as love ones to spend with. So, at times, just catching up a bit here and there is enough and satisfying. Maybe till I find a partner that is willing to chiong with me wherever I go. Maybe that's the time, when I will mellow down.

Feeling sick time and again... I've got that feeling that either I ate too much or I ate the wrong food. Feeling kinda queasy now... maybe I have a child!! That's why she claim she heard a baby crying just now. Haha ok, that's lame.

Sometimes, I find that if life is free... free from worries, stress, law ... yeah law. I was talking to Tingz and partly cursing for having to study another law subject again for this semester... I wonder who created additional law. Why do I say additional law? That's because, God create the first 10 laws. Follow up by humans who mixed and match and created all other sorts of law.

I was asking her, 'Why do people create law?'. Is it simply to keep order in the society or is it making life more restricted and bound? I do agree that humans need law to be govern. They are creatures that will become loose and crazy if there is lawlessness around. However, too much law in the memory, will also drive people crazy.

I never understand what's wrong with the society. People argue that it's a new age era... while others feel that tradition is dying. The generation is getting smarter but morally decline. One reason why I am kinda picky when donating money for kids doing flag day is, simply, that I felt that those who put in the effort by going around to ask with a smile on their face, should deserve the attention of the doner. Instead of those who sat at one corner, with the tin sticking out of his/ her hand, waiting for people to donate. These are the people who do not take into consideration and reflecting why they are doing this in the first place (whether it is by force or volunteerism).

Life is ain't fair. If I have to stop myself from liking her any further, I will do so. I will force myself even if it hurts, before it hurts even further. I can't let this drag on anymore.

I love you...
You love me...
We are happy family...
With a great big hug and a kiss from me to you...
Won't you say you love me too...

Ain't this a childhood song that all the kids love to listen and sing-a-long? or..

Jesus, love me... Yes, I do
For the Bible tells me so...
Little ones that He belong...
They are weak but He is strong...
Yes, Jesus loves me
Yes, Jesus loves me
Yes, Jesus loves me... for the Bible tells me so.

Another childhood song, right Aeti?

So Hillsongs, with Aeti, Waiman... Euodia?? Wan Ting?? Who else wanna come along?