Love... Am I in love with the wrong girl again?

Some people give love, but nothing is return. A one-sided love that is only seen by a third party point of view. Blinded by the person who loves and ignorance for the person getting the love. How weird.

School term starting in a couple of hours. Time to prioritize my life again. It's just an endless process of deciding what is good for me and what isn't. However, knowing myself, whatever comes along, I'll just take and go. I don't weigh my options much when it comes to myself, however, when it comes to a relationship, a long term relationship, it does takes a whole lot of brain-power to weigh every single option and positiveness. Why?

I've let too many chances slip by... as the girl waits for me. Or for the sake of another, I'll let it go till I found out that actually, I do like her a lot. And when I confess, it will be too late for anything. Not once, not twice but many a times. Why am I so silly?

I'll never get to grasp the meaning and feeling of loving someone at this point of time. Until, someone actually open my eyes to see how love should be like.

For brothers or for love with another. Brothers first. That's my decision.