Life's Good... that's what I'm trying to convince myself each day as I wake up. Well, some days are good, some are super nasty. It just feels like you woke up on the wrong side of the bed and all things started to go wrong.

Spoke to Hippo just now... I guess we were like trashing out the amount of sh*t we got to clean up in life. For her, it's really physical sh*t, for me, it's just some personal sh*t. Things that I ranked to let off my burden were:

1. Love
2. Scouts over-due paperwork
3. Studies
4. Work

Family and friends, I'm cool with them. There are nothing wrong, in fact, they are the reason why I'm continuing to live each day. Of coz, we are the reason because of the Father.

It's always about the future eh? Planning what to do the next day or the next week or ten years down the road... I used to believe that I should plan and follow it strictly... however, I gave it up. It's not because there was no discipline, it's because it's unpredictable. Rather than to expect and be disappointed, why not wait for God's decision and follow it.

Whenever you watched a show, you would expect yourself to be the main character that seems all too goody. However, while watching Bull Fighting, ideally Shen Ruo He seems like the kinda of guy I would like to be... in reality, I guess I can only be at least Zi Cong when it comes to love. There isn't any reciprocal love when it comes to someone close I guess. No underlying meaning to this, however... it just seems love seems so hard to come by.

Melody was telling me about waiting for a sign and that time will reveal the truth.... Time is a luxury... Sometimes 24 hrs a day, doesn't seem enough for me. Haha, I'm a chiong-ing fishy.

Anyway Euodia, what's with your friendster pictures with the word 'Fish'? Surprise right, that I saw your friendster pictures... haha

I wanna go the beach someday to just relax and enjoy the night breeze. And to do a shout-out. Anyone?