09 April 2008

Currently watching the drama series of Devil beside me... what initially catch my eye of that show was because of the main actor, who also acted in Bull Fighting that Melody recommended me to watch.

Well, I was thinking, have I ever feel in love even if the girl I love and I are just strolling down a pathway quietly? Both of us enjoying each other's company as well as absorbing the ambiance of the surrounding. How does it feel? Excited, anxious, words that can't describe it?

Have you ever get that feeling when you are down and low during the day, you get to see a girl that can make you smile? A lady seems like a more approriate word. A lady that you do not know and do not speak to at all. A lady that happens to walk pass each time when you look up from your work and a smile will appear on your face. It's not love nor crush. Just a simple way to keep you smiling for that moment.

Have you feel so comfortable talking to a lady that you can laugh with all day long? Simple words and jokes that keeps you laughing on and on? A lady that sits besides you and keep you entertain during work? Ain't she a great person? A sister to look up to , a model to respect in having the positive attitude in working?

Ain't life made simple when you look at things positively? Ain't life more exciting and enjoyable when you know that you're protected and loved by God, even if no one on Earth does that to you? Ain't life more blissful when you made someone's day happier? Using each day of my life to assist someone, to make at least one person's day happier... is that a goal?

A relationship that never started in the first place, will have no ending in the end. A whirl of thoughts that keeps you believeing that the girl is someone you truly should be with, and sometimes, when you place too much emotional thoughts into it. And when things do not turn out the way it should be... you'll end up more disappointed, upset, angry and sometimes dumb. I empathize you, however, life isn't made fair. It takes two hands to clap to make a sound, like how it takes two consenting party to love each other to establish a relationship.

Ain't it sweet to always seem happy start-up and happy ending? However, why do I normally see happy start-up and poor endings? Doesn't the word "happily ever after" apply anymore? Is the Devil really beside me that allow me to make poor decisions? Or am I just doing the Devil's work at the end of the day? I wonder...

With movies and cartoons and many other media stories, at times, the Devil seems to be a more tempting offer as compared to God. However, no worries, God is righteousness and holiness. Fighting the Devil in me is never an easy thing, however with God by my side, there isn't anything to fear. Are I right?

Haha, am I just another silly boy that you'll see me as again? Is that so, girl?

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