Today was the first day on the platform. I was really scare at first... and of cos', now I still do when picking up calls. There isn't really such a thing to be readily prepared unless you have a vast knowledge of the products in your mind all the time. Apparently, I do not.
I was really relying a lot on the seniors, especially so when it comes to using the system to check on records and answering queries. Anyway, the worse I had so far was a customer laughing at me for being inexperience and wanted to talk to my manager instead. Well, I can't blame him, I am really that inexperience in such things. I'll just stick around longer to learn and gain experience from answering more calls, I guess.
Anyway life ain't that smooth these days as I have mentioned. When my results came out, I was kinda disappointed. 1 A, 3 Bs, 1 C, 2 Ds. I mean, what the hell. 2 Ds!! on Financial Planning and Understanding Relationship: Love and Sexuality.
When I saw that the module on Understanding Relationship had a D+. I was thinking... Do I really suck at relationship that besides real life bf/gf relationship, I had to nearly fail a paper module on it. It was a sign to me... a bad sign. For the rest of the modules, it was kinda expected. No one to blame except myself... being too unfocused and playful.
My brother Macaw had a talk to me in my involvement in Scou Ting. He didn't really like the idea of me being with her external affairs too much. Anyway, I just want to say. In life, my principle is to help those who I considered them as brothers and sisters, to the best of my ability. Even if I have to sacrifice the time of resting, I will do it as much as I can help. There is no forcing or threats, just pure voluntary on my part.
Well, when people ask me why I continue to love Scou Ting? My answer is because she is already part of my life. I know it doesn't earn me money to be with her. I know she zaps my strength too. I know all these too well. However, I believe that there is more than life than to earn money and stuff. I am not neglecting my responsibility as an adult to earn money to support our family, just wanting to experience life more than just relying on money.
Well, until I get my life straighten out, I guess I will just be running around in circles. :)
I was really relying a lot on the seniors, especially so when it comes to using the system to check on records and answering queries. Anyway, the worse I had so far was a customer laughing at me for being inexperience and wanted to talk to my manager instead. Well, I can't blame him, I am really that inexperience in such things. I'll just stick around longer to learn and gain experience from answering more calls, I guess.
Anyway life ain't that smooth these days as I have mentioned. When my results came out, I was kinda disappointed. 1 A, 3 Bs, 1 C, 2 Ds. I mean, what the hell. 2 Ds!! on Financial Planning and Understanding Relationship: Love and Sexuality.
When I saw that the module on Understanding Relationship had a D+. I was thinking... Do I really suck at relationship that besides real life bf/gf relationship, I had to nearly fail a paper module on it. It was a sign to me... a bad sign. For the rest of the modules, it was kinda expected. No one to blame except myself... being too unfocused and playful.
My brother Macaw had a talk to me in my involvement in Scou Ting. He didn't really like the idea of me being with her external affairs too much. Anyway, I just want to say. In life, my principle is to help those who I considered them as brothers and sisters, to the best of my ability. Even if I have to sacrifice the time of resting, I will do it as much as I can help. There is no forcing or threats, just pure voluntary on my part.
Well, when people ask me why I continue to love Scou Ting? My answer is because she is already part of my life. I know it doesn't earn me money to be with her. I know she zaps my strength too. I know all these too well. However, I believe that there is more than life than to earn money and stuff. I am not neglecting my responsibility as an adult to earn money to support our family, just wanting to experience life more than just relying on money.
Well, until I get my life straighten out, I guess I will just be running around in circles. :)
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