I've decided to give up something in life temporary. It's kinda rush decision some may think, however, I'll just try to forget about it until the one comes along. I'll pull the plug for now.

Anyway, I've found a cool place to chill out at, just yesterday. It's at Ben and Jerry!! Well, this particular outlet is not the normal Ben and Jerry outlet you will in the heartlands and stuff. Ben and Jerry (The Cathay) is where live band performance is staged each night from Monday to Saturday.

You'll get to see love birds flocking to that outlet, after 930pm (I think), to chill out and listen to live band performing their songs and stuff. A comfortable environment with couple seats or group seating, a dose of sinful ice cream and a live band performing... what more can you ask for? Be it a couple date or group date, this is one place for music and ice cream lovers to hang out at.

Check out Melissa, who I think is a staff and singer at the outlet. She has a decent voice and the band members, I guess are staffs too. It's just awesome to be working and doing what you like most as well. Isn't that how life should be like when you work?

How many people is working for the sake of money alone? Why ain't people working for what they love to do and at the same time for the financial income to support your life as well as your family? I guess, in this World, there isn't such a thing existing all the time. Generally, people are force to make choices and give up opportunities after opportunities, just to earn a decent income for their lifestyle.

Macaw was right to a certain extent about earning money and being with Scou Ting. I do appreciate for the reminder. However, I guess our priorities and life ambitions are not exactly the same.

I do want to earn lots of money to live a comfortable life and to support my family and relatives comfortably. However, in today's context, earning money never seems to be enough for anyone at all. This becomes a vicious cycle in life, that you need more money and more money to live life. Is that so?

A girl once asked me for my life ambition. (I think I am repeating this words again from a previous entry). Well, I just want to live a simple life at a corner of the Earth, with the girl I love. Of cos' that girl must be able to love me and accept it too. There is no point in me loving and following my ambition, but the girl doesn't at all. Right? Then that probes me to another question. Is there such a girl who is willing to sacrifice the life in the city for this?

I am starting to think that I am a very weird human. As people today starts to think of how to live their life in the future, I am thinking why the World is moving in the direction of destruction and chaos. While others think of how their personal life is going to be life soon, I am thinking why am I place on Earth for? I wanna forget all these and just live my life like how some people do. To hack care about other matters and just live for yourself. However, the conscience and probing doesn't allow me to stop thinking. Thinking of what is my destiny suppose to be like? Am I going insane? Am I being out of place?

Well, time will tell... time will time. I do not know this mentality is childish, child-like or mature. However, someone has been telling me that my mentality is being childish all these time. I do agree that these days, I am being more playful and childish. I can be quite an irritant depending on the tolerance level of the people around me. However, not forgetting that I was force to be mature at a very young age, I still do carry out my responsibilities based on my principles in life. So no worries about my life, my brothers and sisters. I rather you worry about our other brothers and sisters around us, that needs more concern and love. I am fine without any, but I am not fine when it comes to giving love and concern to others.

Love is an incredible force that can either give life to people or kill people.