It's Friday already! But it's not the end of the week yet. Weekend doesn't start for me until after meetings on Saturdays. Sad? Not really actually.

Well, I been bothered by certain habits of mine. This is especially so towards people who are hard to crack and at times just finding excuses to evade the situation. Well, it does irritates me sometimes, thus I would speech and express myself as an aggressive person instead of just being my usual self.

I got to admit, this tactic is not very friendly and is a double-edge sword. It can backfire most of the time, if not handled with care. How do I speak to these people who just procrastinate and not even willing to try? My former teacher once asked me, "Will you drop your limbs, if you try to ask and answer questions?, will you drop your hairs, if you even just try?" Well, unless some terrorist is holding you an knife-point or gun-point, it would be a totally different story then.

I am seriously burning out badly. One major symptom is whereby I would drift into space if I were to sit too long at a spot. I am usually very attentive to my surrounding, especially spotting people from a far. However, recently, I am lacking in that area as I would drift into space and blank out for a couple of seconds. Another symptom is the pain from the chest as well as from the head. It sucks to wake up and your head feels like an elephant had sat on it for the night. While your chest feels like an alien is coming out of it (too much alien species shows...!!).

Time is short, so is Life. Whenever people were to comment about me to go and die, I would reply that if I die, then I die lor! What is there to fear besides not being by the side of God after death? A day in heaven is incomparable to a thousand day on Earth. I can't wait!

Lots of randomness coming out of me now. I'm not EMO-ing, mind you. I'm just tired, and needs a long long rest. A long rest under his wings and refuge. Anyway it's Mr Thong's birthday today! For those who knows him, Wish him Happy Birthday!