Have you ever heard of a term called "Rebound relationship or love"? Well, it was my first time hearing such a phrase too. This is especially so, when the explanation of its meaning, is what I feared the most if I were to enter into a relationship now. It doesn't matter new or old girls (No boys!! I'm straight!!).

Well, what can I say? I waited and waited. I don't know what I am waiting for. Yet, whenever I felt that there is an opportunity somewhere somehow, I am afraid to take that step forward to acknowledge it. The fear or rejection is one fear that many many people fear the most. Rejection can in the all types of form, in all types of situation. As long as you get rejected, it doesn't feel good (honestly, the feeling sucks a lot).

I have to say though, my younger image during Secondary school, must have deter people from coming close to me and to befriend me. Even my junior that I spoke to, she agreed that I have the image of a serious, stern and no-nonsense kinda guy. And when she heard me crap and talking nonsense, she wasn't used to it.

Of cos', during Poly life, I'm glad that I'm more open to matters and became a more crappy person. :) Another step for me to climb and be a better and more social person.