What can actually stop a human to do great things that involves the lives of other people? Is it fear, condemnation, shyness or any other matter? I don't know.

Well, I had a wonderful time attending the last National Rover Round table (NRR) for the year. I've met up with people that I know and as usual, sharing and exchanging of pointers and ideas for the scouting scene in Singapore. I've always envy those people who can go fore with courage and strength, not fearing of mistakes and criticism.

For me, as I have spoken to one of the female scouters that I have respect for a very long time, that I fear of the mistakes that I will make when I guide the young ones in scouting. I always feel that these kids' lives can be change for better or worse by the values we teach as well as the actions we take upon them. Therefore, I fear to go fore and actually lead them.

Honestly, 1 year has passed and I felt that the kids under my charge has not fully benefited from scouting. I can't explain why I felt that way, however, I promise that next year will be a better year for all of us. I'll trust that the Lord will work upon these kids as well as the leaders in making our lives better and the bond stronger with each other.

Well, I have known this particular girl for about 1 month plus. The first time that I chat with her over MSN, she asked me whether there is any other thing in my life that doesn't relate to scouting? I thought for a moment and said no. It really makes me think that scouting revolves around my life so much so that it is my life itself. I can only guess how irritated she must have felt whenever we chat over MSN and scouting matters are being brought up time and again.

Non-scouting friends are also puzzled by the fact that I would be so actively involve in scouting despite my leaving of secondary school life 2 years ago. But of coz' they are no longer surprise of the countless meetings that I would have to attend or sit in to.

2008 would be an exciting year for me in the scouting scene as there are several upcoming projects that I'm interested or are already involve in, this is not including the fact of the planning I had for my own unit as well as the Rover Crew. I guess, that's how life is going to be for me. For my partner to be or whatever, she got to live with it somehow. Otherwise, there is no point ... Somehow I truly admire the relationship between Jedi and his wife, as well as Wolf and Marshmallow in their way of sustaining their relationships with each other despite the fact that the guys are so actively involve. Truly understanding women, they are.

Anyway for those who knows Airpork Jie, her baby is fine and healthy as well as very beautiful when sleeping. One month and going stronger and stronger each day. I'll pray that someday as she grows up, she would be a good and useful citizen as well as a leader just like her mom.

Well, holidays have started and I'll be working, scouting/ camping and doing projects. Dates with people wise, no worries! I'll make time for friends and buddies! So if there is anything, do ring me up for the right purpose...

I'm still waiting for pufferfish reply! Why is she taking so long?! Tsk tsk.

To my dearest PLTC kiddies...
although the gathering has been cancel, do not forget the bond and friendship you have forge during the camp! We can have another gathering some time soon, when the majority are free to hang out together. Other than that, let's just continue keeping in touch with one another. Isn't that right, Lynnie and Huda?