Well well well... less than 7 hours time is my first common test paper for the semester. Some might ask: "Why the hell are you still blogging and awake at such a moment? Shouldn't you have some rest?" Yeah, well I agree of coz'. However, I do not know the reason why too.
Care group was great as usual despite me feeling tired but also having that 'homely feeling'. We got to engage in some activities for the upcoming camp (which I will not be involve, sorry guys!). Songs of praise was great as most of the songs sang was some what on my favourites list. A minority of people from both care groups were asking me if I was new and stuff. Haha, I would be known as disappearing or phantom soon. Reasons being not able to commit to CGs and Church activities are because:
1) Scouting life is a busy and full of adventure and activities life.
2) Family life is a priority ~ rule was made by my Dad.
3) Working part-time is something that I have been managing for quite a few years and thus, seeing my "fishy family" struggling isn't a good thing.
4) Some weird thing will always appear thus hindering the activities.
Yeap, that's mostly the reason. However, as much as I would and be able to, I will participate more in the CG activities as well as Arrow ministry.
Back to studies... something caught my attention recently. I wasn't that stress or felt overloaded for this semester somehow or another. I felt peace, calm-ness and a little bit of happiness these days. I'm not sure if I'm going coo-coo or what. But I know that Daddy God is with me, watching every step I take in my daily life. He never fails to support me when I am at my lowest or when I need his help.
Honestly, I shared about God's love that makes things change. Thus I related the changes that took place during the PLTC camp. Apparently, for the first day of the camp, things weren't going as well as I expected it to be. Shit happens, yeah and stuff. However, during the night, as I walked around the campsite, I whispered little prayers that tomorrow will be a better day for all.
Well, as some would know, things are kinda quiet for day one and participants were all less interested.
However, during day two, I was surprise to see the changes progress as the day went along. This is especially so during the campfire, whereby I felt it was the peak for the participants. Man, that was how grateful for Daddy God to open my eyes to see things as it should and to allow the participants bond and open up bit by bit.
I wonder how is she now... I wonder why she didn't reply. It's been a week since her birthday. Daddy God, please bless puffer fish!
I pray that each day would be a better day for me with YOU by my side. Without YOU, I cannot conquer my fears and problems. Without YOU, I would be lonely and sad. Without YOU, I will be lost and confuse. Without YOU, there is no love.
Care group was great as usual despite me feeling tired but also having that 'homely feeling'. We got to engage in some activities for the upcoming camp (which I will not be involve, sorry guys!). Songs of praise was great as most of the songs sang was some what on my favourites list. A minority of people from both care groups were asking me if I was new and stuff. Haha, I would be known as disappearing or phantom soon. Reasons being not able to commit to CGs and Church activities are because:
1) Scouting life is a busy and full of adventure and activities life.
2) Family life is a priority ~ rule was made by my Dad.
3) Working part-time is something that I have been managing for quite a few years and thus, seeing my "fishy family" struggling isn't a good thing.
4) Some weird thing will always appear thus hindering the activities.
Yeap, that's mostly the reason. However, as much as I would and be able to, I will participate more in the CG activities as well as Arrow ministry.
Back to studies... something caught my attention recently. I wasn't that stress or felt overloaded for this semester somehow or another. I felt peace, calm-ness and a little bit of happiness these days. I'm not sure if I'm going coo-coo or what. But I know that Daddy God is with me, watching every step I take in my daily life. He never fails to support me when I am at my lowest or when I need his help.
Honestly, I shared about God's love that makes things change. Thus I related the changes that took place during the PLTC camp. Apparently, for the first day of the camp, things weren't going as well as I expected it to be. Shit happens, yeah and stuff. However, during the night, as I walked around the campsite, I whispered little prayers that tomorrow will be a better day for all.
Well, as some would know, things are kinda quiet for day one and participants were all less interested.
However, during day two, I was surprise to see the changes progress as the day went along. This is especially so during the campfire, whereby I felt it was the peak for the participants. Man, that was how grateful for Daddy God to open my eyes to see things as it should and to allow the participants bond and open up bit by bit.
I wonder how is she now... I wonder why she didn't reply. It's been a week since her birthday. Daddy God, please bless puffer fish!
I pray that each day would be a better day for me with YOU by my side. Without YOU, I cannot conquer my fears and problems. Without YOU, I would be lonely and sad. Without YOU, I will be lost and confuse. Without YOU, there is no love.
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