28 November 2007

I always thought how amusing it is to see how people are in a train. Thus far, I have witness some normal yet interesting types of people.

1. Those who are desperate for a seat to warm their ass off, and tries to find one to sit down like playing a game of American football, pushing people aside...
2. Those who faked to be tired and tries to pretend to sleep even thought someone else needs it more than they do. But if they are genuinely tired, it's okay to seat down and rest. It's better that way than to collapse while standing up.
3. Those who are able to stand up and rest all the way till their destination. I have been trying to master that as well, but most of the time, my knees will give way and I would nearly fall down.
4. Those who keeps on squeezing into the train despite knowing that the people in there are already packed like sardines.
5. Those mind-freaks that keeps walking up and down the train alleys non-stop or mindlessly shouting and scolding someone imaginary. Scary but I have experience it countless time. So I tend to prepare myself, just in case they freak out and attack, I can punch them first.

Well, generally, that sums up the type I see. Of coz' there are those good passengers that mind their steps and give up seats for people in need. I tend to feel embarrass when I am super tired and need to sit down to sleep for a few minutes and yet seeing an old lady or gentlemen standing in front of me. Worse if there is a woman with a child...

Well, I had been thinking about this weird question for today and yesterday. It's about settling down with the girl that is part of your life... a companion that will be your best friend and wife/ girlfriend.

Frankly, I am kinda disappointed with her answers to her life personally. It's not that I have any right to change her or to comment about her lifestyle. But, I can see that she is going down the road of achievements and sacrificing relationship. Hey, I'm supportive of you, if you believe that you are making the right choice.

But, about your self-worth compared to the pay you are earning ... I never expected that answer. I wanted to scold you yet can't bear to do so... I can only stand behind you secretly and support you if you ever fall back. Your self-worth is more than the mere dollars and cents you are earning. It's more than that definitely...

Been feeling sick too recently, it maybe due to the heat (after Sister's Island) and lack of water intake. Thus the 'fever package' was given to me. I know that I am healed in the name of the Father, and whatever I am experiencing now are 'lying symptoms'! Healing, healing, healing ...

Well, I guess the symptoms had also heighten my tension and anger... been feeling kinda moody recently, especially with all those nonsense that I have to face in my life such as e-mailing, calling and requesting help from my so-called 'brothers'! Have you forgotten about what we set out for?! I agree each of us have our personal life and different priority... but somethings need to be done too! Argh!

A new year is coming soon, thinking back what have I done for year 2007... haha it's kinda disappointing that I have delay some personal matters and felt that I haven't done much at all. Haha emo-ing with that thumb sucking move again.

Well, PLTC participants... when is the campfire committee gathering as well as the PLTC 2007 gathering going to be?

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