Good Bye and Good Night
Saying Good Bye to certain people or objects can be difficult at times. The feeling of a loss of something important in your life is unbearable at times and cause to sink into depression. This is especially so if that thing is very precious to you.
Have you ever thought, what is precious to you and what do you protect most in your life? Or who do you protect in your life? Well, there are lots of people that I want to protect in my life, however, human limits is an obstacle to prevent such protection. Seeing a friend get hurt, seeing a 'sister' crying, seeing the woman I love getting sad, makes me think if there is anything that I can do to prevent such events from happening?
Well, sometimes, my existence seems more like a hindrance than a helping hand in others point of view. Instead of making others feel happy again, events will take a turn and cause them to be even more sad. Sometimes I wonder, if there is a moment that I suddenly be forgotten by everyone and I'll be able to watch these people, how much difference will their lives be? Maybe if I suddenly disappear from the face of this Earth, how will the woman I love be like? Maybe nothing will change, maybe things will be happier without me.
Sometimes I felt like a cursed fallen mortal walking around in this World. But is this the case for the Child of God? or is this just another ploy by the Fallen Angels to trick me? Whatever it is, my heart is breaking bit by bit. Who can actually stop it before it is too late?
Sometimes death seems so near yet so far, sometimes it felt like it is in the grasp of your hands and you feel like just allowing it to consume you. Maybe there will be a light to cast these darkness away. Maybe there will be a hand to hold me from falling into the abyss of darkness. Just maybe...
If I have a chance, I would like to try disappearing for a period of time to escape from the people I know and be alone for so time. Maybe at that time, I'll tell them, "Good Night and Good Bye" ... forever?
Have you ever thought, what is precious to you and what do you protect most in your life? Or who do you protect in your life? Well, there are lots of people that I want to protect in my life, however, human limits is an obstacle to prevent such protection. Seeing a friend get hurt, seeing a 'sister' crying, seeing the woman I love getting sad, makes me think if there is anything that I can do to prevent such events from happening?
Well, sometimes, my existence seems more like a hindrance than a helping hand in others point of view. Instead of making others feel happy again, events will take a turn and cause them to be even more sad. Sometimes I wonder, if there is a moment that I suddenly be forgotten by everyone and I'll be able to watch these people, how much difference will their lives be? Maybe if I suddenly disappear from the face of this Earth, how will the woman I love be like? Maybe nothing will change, maybe things will be happier without me.
Sometimes I felt like a cursed fallen mortal walking around in this World. But is this the case for the Child of God? or is this just another ploy by the Fallen Angels to trick me? Whatever it is, my heart is breaking bit by bit. Who can actually stop it before it is too late?
Sometimes death seems so near yet so far, sometimes it felt like it is in the grasp of your hands and you feel like just allowing it to consume you. Maybe there will be a light to cast these darkness away. Maybe there will be a hand to hold me from falling into the abyss of darkness. Just maybe...
If I have a chance, I would like to try disappearing for a period of time to escape from the people I know and be alone for so time. Maybe at that time, I'll tell them, "Good Night and Good Bye" ... forever?
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